Unable to think of a specific answer, Lin Tong sighed deeply from within and cast away all these chaotic thoughts, looking at Lu Miaochan and saying, "Miaochan, can you tell me why you are so infatuated with him? What is it about him that makes you like him?"
Hearing these words, a hint of confusion appeared in Lu Miaochan's eyes, and she murmured to herself, "This... even I don't know, so I can't answer you! Because I don't know the answer either."
A trace of tenderness appeared on her face, "Sometimes in my eyes, there's everything to like about him, including everything about him! But sometimes I find him quite annoying, and don't want to pay attention to him. But after a while, I can't help but think of him and like him again. Sister Tong, isn't my mindset really contradictory? Actually, I also feel quite torn."
"However, after spending a long time with him, I no longer feel conflicted, because it's become a natural habit. I've long adapted to who he is, no matter if he's good or bad, whatever he does, I can calmly embrace it without any reason! It's as if I'm under a spell."
"My heart has long been filled by him, and there's no room for anything else! Even while eating and sleeping, I'm thinking of him all the time, unable to stop! If he were gone, I don't know what I would become, but surely the whole world would lose its color. When I realized I had fallen in too deep and there's no turning back... because I love him so much, so deeply! Sister Tong, I don't know why I'm so infatuated, I really don't know, can you tell me the answer?"
Lu Miaochan looked at Lin Tong with eyes full of hope, longing for an answer.
"What is the answer? I'm eager to know too! Because I'm also quite confused right now..."
Lin Tong smiled bitterly, looking up at the scenery outside the window, and said somewhat languidly, "Perhaps it's because we women are too foolish!"
Upon hearing this, Lu Miaochan was momentarily stunned, her gaze also turning to the azure sky, her words softening: "Yes! We are too foolish, foolish enough to keep trusting the goodness of a swindler even after being played for a fool... Perhaps there's no one more foolish than us in this world."
"To ask what love is in this world, to pledge life and death with it! I used to not quite understand the meaning of this phrase, but maybe now I somewhat get it."
Lin Tong murmured to herself, her eyes shimmering with dreamlike light.
She pointed to the clouds in the sky, speaking softly and gently, "Look, how much those clouds in the sky resemble us women! They are light and graceful, pure and flawless, like the most beautiful scenery in the world! But no matter how clouds drift, they can't escape the sky's embrace; as clouds gather and disperse, however turbulently they change, they still remain under this sky's control, almost like it dictates their fate."
"It's just like a little woman, who acts coquettish, gets angry, feels happy, and stays quiet, but all of it is within the embrace of the sky! She offers her entire life selflessly to the sky, without any complaints. Even if the eventual end is to vanish like smoke, as long as it can exchange for clear skies and sunny days, they all submit without regrets. It's as if this is their meant fate..."
Speaking to this point, Lin Tong turned to look at Lu Miaochan and softly asked, "Miaochan, do you think this is the clouds' sorrow, or a kind of happiness?"
Hearing Lin Tong's question, Lu Miaochan remained silent, unsure of what to say.
After a while, a tranquil smile appeared on her lips, and she said, "I think this should vary from person to person, right? Perhaps for some, it's a torment and pain! But for others, isn't it also happiness?"
"And for you? What is it for you?" Lin Tong looked directly at her.
"Me? Hehe, as for me... I think it should be a kind of happiness! Because I have already found my own piece of sky." Lu Miaochan chuckled lightly.
Lin Tong said, "Is that so? Then I should congratulate you! Nothing is as vast as the sky, and for us drifting clouds to find our own piece of sky, our lives are not in vain."
"Thank you."
Lu Miaochan smiled softly, and then changed the subject, "Sister Tong, then I should also congratulate you, I believe you have also found your own piece of sky, right?"
"That's right! I've found it too." Lin Tong nodded, turning to smile gently at Lu Miaochan.
Seeing this scene, Lu Miaochan smiled as well, feeling much more relaxed than before, and her smile appeared increasingly genuine.
Through this interaction, she discovered that Lin Tong was not that difficult to get along with, naturally shedding her burdens and nervousness.
Standing up, Lu Miaochan deeply bowed to Lin Tong, her face carrying solemnity, and said calmly, "Sister Tong, I want to say sorry to you! Before, I didn't know this piece of sky already had a master. Had I known, I would never have tried to contest for the same sky with you. I promise you, from now on, I will stay far away and no longer occupy your sky."
"Do you... hate me?"
Lin Tong stared deeply at her, and asked.
"Honestly, I did feel a bit of it before! But now I don't hate you anymore." Lu Miaochan answered truthfully.
"Are you willing? To leave him just like that?"
"What can I do if I'm unwilling? This piece of sky is already occupied by your cloud, and there's no more place for me, so I can only choose to leave."
Lu Miaochan's words were calm, but the dimness in her eyes was undeniable.
"I just want to ask one last thing, can you bear it? Of course, you can choose not to answer." Lin Tong thought for a moment and asked again.
"I can't bear it!"
Lu Miaochan responded cleanly, "I can't bear to leave him, not in this lifetime! I dream of being with him, staying by his side forever. But I know this is impossible! Because some things aren't determined by your wish, no matter how much I can't bear it, I have to force myself to leave."
"However, I will remember him forever, keep him in my heart! This is the most beautiful memory in my life, and no one can take it away!"
The last sentence Lu Miaochan said was decisive and firm, but it revealed a deep loneliness and sorrow.
If she truly had no choice, how could she hand over the man she loves to someone else? This is tearing at her heart, causing her to feel torn apart.
Lin Tong said nothing, just quietly observing Lu Miaochan's changing expressions.
After a few seconds, she gently reached out to hold the other's small hand and spoke softly:
"Sister Miaochan, if you really can't bear it, then sit down, let's have a good talk, just us sisters!"
"Ah..."
Upon hearing this, Lu Miaochan was stunned on the spot, not quite understanding what it meant.
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